0759hrs

i have been in a state of inactivity...
hoping that when i wake up from this state of blurriness...
life would make some sense...
this isn't melancholy....
neither is it depression...
just inactivity...
perhaps one up from being comatozed...
cos i could go about my life if i wanted to...

the mind was willing but the body was weak...
now the body's well rested... but the brain is kinda srewy...

we are all waiting for the end of the semester...
somehow it has taken over our lives...
despite being so resistant and determined at the start...
we all fall prey...
when we have so little control...
is it a wonder why there is so little will?

perhaps it just seems too comfortable here...
within the confines of my room that is starting to clutter up...
the media being my main portal to the outside world...
i wanna be reached... so as to validate my existence...
yup... a msg to let me know that i am still alive...
but no more than that...

disclaimer:
i have not gone bonkers, neither am i nearly suicidal...
so before anyone overreacts...
this is just a blog before 0800hrs