i need new music...

decided to delete all the songs on *boybitch* and start over..
a clean slate..
but as i went through my itunes library... it seems as though i'd run the risk of loading back the same tunes.. or really old tunes back in... *bleaaah*

i need new music.. but there doesn't seem to be anything good being churned out of the pop factory these days..
its the same old CIARRA...RIAHANA... what's with all these ang moh meenahs???

one place to preview new music... http://music.aol.com/songs/new_releases_full_cds

jewel has a new album out.. but nothing really outstanding.. i guess its really hard to top her FOOLISH GAMES set...
but the recommended track would be GOOD DAY
which suddenly reminded me that all i hv left of that is an empty cd case... someone borrowed my cd and lost it!!!

*bleaaaH*

ok.. enough for one morning.. i'm off to my tennis game..
life of the unemployed is looking up..
which reminds me...
note to self: update CV after tennis game

welcome to the real world...

no more sch.. no more hypothetical scenarios to work on...
as they once said on FRIENDS...

"welcome to the real world.. it sucks.. you're gonna love it..."

what's spinning on my itunes...

Always On Your Side

My yesterdays are all boxed up and neatly put away
But every now and then you come to mind
Cause you were always waiting to be picked to play the game
But when your name was called, you found a place to hide
When you knew that I was always on your side

Well everything was easy then, so sweet and innocent
But your demons and your angels reappeared
Leavin' all the traces of the man you thought you'd be
Leavin' me with no place left to go from here
Leavin' me so many questions all these years

But is there someplace far away, someplace where all is clear
Easy to start over with the ones you hold so dear
Or are you left to wonder, all alone, eternally
This isn't how it's really meant to be
No it isn't how it's really meant to be

Well they say that love is in the air, but never is it clear,
How to pull it close and make it stay
Butterflies are free to fly, and so they fly away
And I'm left to carry on and wonder why
Even through it all, I'm always on your side

(taken from Sheryl Crow's WILDFLOWER)

i've moved!

to the dining room to do my work..
the furniture is finally appearing in the house...
in preparation for the guests come march 19th

i love that its a huge table all to myself...
i love that i'm nearer to the kitchen..
but further from the loo...
and away from the tv.. maybe i'll be more productive..
but at least i hv wireless.. so i won't exactly be a hermit in the dining room...

i missed the grammys??!

thankfully there's a repeat later tonite (singapore time)
i shall convince myself the shaky live feed is reason enough to catch the repeat instead...
seems like GRAMMYS are trying to be less boring...
featuring lots of performances instead of awards presentation...
oh well.. tonite it is..

time goes by.. so slowly...
time goes by... so slowly...

(guess who's opening the show?!)

marvel at my mandarin...

讲你知

看你背面我身体欠自然
看你正面两手失控在颤
看你笑脸我开心数夜数天
与你说话我哑口会无言
与你碰面我体温会乱变
与你贴面一世的经典
若你肯再拥抱紧一点
我愿意用我十年
去换我共你十天
要讲你知你的意义
每当我的心肝跳一次
没法子难制止
你是血液渗于我每一处
要讲你知我的故事
这一秒即使心再不跳
在记忆潜意识
爱是已在心中永世不变

光阴可以瞬间转数十年
生死起跌也知不会幸免
当中只有爱的感觉未曾变

演唱:张学友

good morning singapore!

a monday morning...
no one really like monday mornings.. for me.. it used to be dreadful cos mondays were crit days..
since tuesdays have become crit days.. mondays are still dreadful cos they lead up to tuesdays... mondays can never win...

but lets just start the week on a positive note...

i woke up this morning... and i simply woke up... perhaps partly due to the fact that all the festivities have sorta settled.. x'mas, new year's, lunar new year... (let's not mention valentine's since its gonna be a tuesday... and we all know how that goes..) the past month or so has been a blur... no blog in january... rather sad... but also kinda strange.. its like the missing month of this online journal... nothing x-files worthy (gosh... making such a refernce sure makes me sound old.. kids nowadays will never know about mulder and scully..) its just that a lot of time was spent wondering.. and then waking up one morning to find that time is running out... and no good can ever come out of sitting around wondering...

perhaps the lunar new year marks the new beginning... time to get into my thesis work.. time to get my priorities rite...

so on this monday morning... let me just say... thank god it's not tuesday...

the sorry state of my blog...

where have all the readers gone??
maybe they'll come back when i start posting again...
its the year of the dawg... in other words.. THE BITCH IS BACK!